Wants

I don't want to be insignificant.
I want to be important.
I don't want to sulk.
I don't want to become irrelevant.
I don't want to be forgotten.
And I don't want to forget anything.
But I don't want to remember.
I don't want to want anything.
But I do.

I want a lot of things. A lot of conflicting things. Definition of my life: wanting conflicting things. But in the past, it was clearly which of those things was worth it, which set was clearly what I wanted more. The important things were apparent. It seems like a path is going to be laid out in front of me and the best thing is to just go with it. But I'm just not the girl that wants to go with the flow. I want to have plans and ideas and goals and a path. I have that in almost every aspect of my life. Every aspect but one. I guess that's acceptable.

Love Always.