Tumblr, again

Okay. I am officially switching to tumblr. Permanently. I've experimented and I really love Tumblr. They're iPhone app is better, I just like it more. Please read there. It is easier to post there and I post a lot more often. So here's the link:

MY TUMBLR 

Why hello there...

Listen, I know its been a while. I'm sorry. Things have been... going. But let's just say that my life has been rearranged. People have even come up to me and been like "Hey, has there been some drastic changes in your life? Because you've seemed extra awesome lately..." Well, those weren't the exact words, but pretty much. C's number was deleted out of my phone. So we haven't spoken. There was a blow out... Blahblahblah. I'm not even going to hash over the details because it doesn't matter. I'm a "heartless" b-word and he's "so glad we broke up now that it's clear how bad of a person" I am... Okay, maybe I will hash out details. Maybe if I wouldn't have to if I had a boyfriend... But that would only happen if I was "more physically attractive..." In case you were confused, the things in quotes were actually said and I'm being a petty twelve year old by posting it.


In other news, this is my hundredth post. Irrelevant. But cool. I started this when I moved into this apartment. So I hope I can keep it going until I move out. It'd be cool, you know. Or maybe that's just me.


You know when you don't see people for a long time and then you run into someone and you gush out all of your life details because its the first social interaction you've had in a while? Oh, you don't? That's just me again? Well, anyway, that's how I feel about blogging right now. But I rearranged my apartment and this won't happen again.


Also, I discovered COFFEE. So maybe that's why I feel like I'm on speed. Or it could be the Chinese pills I take every morning to keep me awake during class...


You're welcome for the completely pointless post.

I want to live in this video...

All over again...

I'm falling in love with The Spill Canvas again. This entire album is amazing. <3 Also, this has no relation to my previous post.

And this is why I can't stop smiling

“I’m just trying to show the person I like how I feel…” 

 

=) I forgot what this feels like, and I’m really liking being reminded. =)

Blind

I’m buying this album tomorrow. Just in time for the start and the best weeks yet. I couldn’t be happier and I can’t wait until the celebrations start. This song couldn’t have been more perfect for me to find tonight…

I think you got the best of me
You're sleepin' with the enemy
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, I'm so low
My heart stops, I already know
You left me all alone, alone, alone, alone

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa

I've let go, finally over you
This drama that you put me through
I'm better all alone, alone, alone, alone
The beat drops, you're so low
It's last call and it's gotten old
Now look who's all alone, alone, alone, alone

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa

I trusted you, you were the first
Then you lied and it get's worse
You broke me down
Now just look around
Who's all alone?
Who's all alone now?

I'm sick and tired of the mess you made me
Never gonna catch me cry
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die
Oh whoa whoa
Without me, you're nothing
Oh whoa whoa
You must be blind if you can't see
You'll miss me til the day you die

The week ahead...

Losing sight of things can be really easy and I'm desperately trying not to. I think I'm okay, but it's either going to get harder or easier. I'll know in one week- my birthday. And the actions of the following weekend will be the direct consequence of whichever direction it turns.

I've got to get done the things I have to do and spend the rest of my time not thinking. That's my goal for the week. Every Monday morning, I'll have a new goal. This week: not thinking about what I don't need to think about. I'm surprisingly calm considering. I like this. I like all of this. I like where every aspect of everything is going.

<3