An Update

I regret not blogging/writing more often, and I will do everything I can to change that now. When I say now, it kind of implies that things have changed recently. Well, as of right now, the only that has actually changed is my perspective. But, honestly, its too early to tell what else is to be changing soon. And when I say that my perspective has changed, maybe I mean that my old perspective is back. Who knows, my judgment seems a little clouded from eyes right now. Anyone that really knows me knows that I hate to make up my mind too soon.

On essentially the same subject, my friends I have been supportive lately. I've recently found a few new close friends that are bringing back the best in me. In the past week, I've tried really hard to go back to the person I want to be. I've definitely realized that a lot of my ideas have been very flawed lately. I have this plan, this solution, that in my mind will fix all my problems. The only problem with the solution is that is kind of relies on the compliance of others. Oooh, that's the tough part that might ruin everything. [I know I am being really scattered, but I promise I'll be more organized as my writing continues... Just a little out of practice.]

All in all, my central point is that there are so many things about my life I feel like I need to change. I hope it goes well. I just applied for SEVEN internships for the summer. I plan on applying for quite a bit more, so I'll be sure to include that in my blog. And I promise to write more often, four posts a week is my goal. Another goal- to find myself and get my life together. Psht.