I've come across a new band that I really enjoy listening to, and I absolutely think everyone should check them out: The Scene Aesthetic. Really relaxing, really pensive, really fits my mood.
My sleeping schedule has been destroyed. I'm looking forward to catching up on sleep tomorrow night and Friday morning. For now, I'll stay up late, not being productive at all.
Lately, I've found myself really wanting to talk, not about anything in particular. Just talking, you know. I want to meet new people and make new friends. I have every intention of going out with my friends as much as possible, and meeting as many new friends as possible. I want to connect with people and just not get lost in the push and pull of college and classes. So if you're reading this, I would really love it if you chatted with me. Anyone and everyone.
Okay, I can't lie, there are a few people that are on the top of that list. There are certain people that every time when I hear my text tone ring, I really wish its them. And I have some friends that are so constant, that it is them a lot of the time. But is it ridiculous that I want something new? Maybe it's for the ability to have a new beginning.
I just want a clean slate.
Maybe not the best time in my life for that realization. Maybe it is. I feel like the second year of college isn't really the place people get to start over. By this time, everyone has these preset judgments about everyone. Something new would just be really nice. I keep telling my close friends that I need to just reevaluate my life, everything. I need to prioritize, and I need to reinvent myself. Maybe college is the perfect time for this. We will see though won't we. Maybe I should make a list of things that I feel need to happen, goals of some sort. Take more pictures, listen to more music, ect that will help me out on this journey I want to make. Maybe my life is full of too many maybes.
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