Speechless

Things have really been, I don't know, for lacking of better words, falling into place lately. C and I have been back on bff terms. And it wonderful to be friends. I'm finally really genuinely happy with everything. I don't want to spoil anything, but several new things have come up unexpectedly and I'm looking forward to the semester. Things in the sorority and things in my personal life...


I though these two weeks on call would be spent organizing my apartment and being productive, but on the contrary... I've been seeing friends and enjoying every moment of 2010. But I finally have motivation and tomorrow I absolutely have to get things done. I have a pretty solid to-do list to tackle. After that, though, I kind of have plans with J. Not kind of, definitely. I'm going to really try hard to not get nervous and puke. Cross your fingers. I am quite possibly the most awkward person alive when it comes to talking to guys. I have guys that are friends, I'm good at having guy friends. But when there is, like, potential there, I just get weird. Not in a cute way...



I really don't have a lot to say. I wish I did, but really, I'm just sitting on my couch trying to get tired because I passed on plans tonight to go to bed early. And to, you know, not seem too eager. Apparently, there are all these things you should do when you meet someone, like not jump up every time they want to hang out. So... that's why my plans with J are tomorrow. I say that, but the real reason is because I didn't brush my hair today and it looks rough. 


On another note, I've been cooking a lot lately. C tells me that it has been good, but that could be out of politeness. Either way, I'm quite pleased. But that's enough rambling...I'm getting tired.



Love Always.