Practicality

It is isn't even seven am yet, and I am up and about. Which is awfully strange for me. Lately, I feel like I've been pretty rested, which results in me waking up at ungodly hours because my body doesn't need anymore sleep. So I just made an egg mcmuffin for breakfast. That's right, suck it McDonald's because I have my own personal egg poacher. AND I made goulash for dinner last night and it was scrumptious. (One of my new year's goals is to cook more.) I had quite possibly one of the top five sleeps of my life last night, and I am just happy with everything. So this post is pretty pointless other than for the fact that I'm sharing my feelings. So gay. But seriously, things have just really fallen into place for me (minus the decision I'm not sure was the right one but I really liked it anyway last night)- or I've pushed everything into place. The intense amount of time I've spent at my bffs lately (which I definitely) plan to continue has resulted well, to say the least. So as C runs back to me after his most recent breakup, I can joyfully not be tempted nor upset. Maybe tempted, but definitely not emotionally affected by the situation. 

Which brings me back to another point. My most awkward NYE yet, which, you know, wasn't hard to top or anything, has been forgotten. Literally. Not by me, no alcohol, remember. But the next night got increasingly more awkward than NYE because of what other people forgot. Which I'm totes okay with, because I felt like a total b-word afterward anyway. So it worked out real well for me.

And finally, I think everyone should watch 500 Days of Summer. It isn't a love story and it has a bitter twinge, so I like it. I like any movie that reinforces the idea that fate doesn't exist. Life is about decisions, and how you make those decisions decides where you're life goes. How everyone makes all of their own decisions affects how your life goes. I'm not saying I don't believe in anything bigger, because I do. But I do not believe in fairy tales. I believe in practicality. I don't believe people are given perfect lives; I believe that people can be perfectly happy with the life that they live. Believing this way gives me hope- it doesn't put happiness up to fate. What we have doesn't make us happy, but how we look at it, and how we see it and how we react to it, does. 

Love Always.