So I don't know where exactly I would want it, and I'm not making this decision any time soon. I would love to hear input. (PS, sorry I didn't take the time to look up a good picture of the tat.)
I had a big ole talk with my best friend and her boyfriend about love, relationships, marriage, etc. It always awkward in that situation, probably because I really... in the nicest way possible... don't think they're a good fit. She knows this and he doesn't, so I'm not going to be a total b-word and talk about that with them openly. Good thing we were on the topic of me and my feelings, right?! It started because J and I haven't talked in a while, we just kind of stopped, no big deal. But they were asking why, and why wasn't I upset by it, and you know, the works. So one thing led to another and I was sitting there telling them that I don't believe in soul mates and love isn't enough to make a relationship work. So obviously the conversation turned to C... And now they think I'll be thirty with seven cats. Which I'm cool with. I could handle being Angela from the office.
Anyway, point being that I think love is there, but not necessarily attainable. I love C so much, and I know he loves me, but a relationship will probably never work because people change and it just wouldn't work. I don't even know why I'm typing this, because everyone knows this and I'm being beyond repetitive.
Time to be seriously productive. I've had a nicely chill weekend and I'm ready to finally get into the routine of things. Which I pretty much already am in, but I digress... There are still little things I'd like to change.
I still feel exceptionally insignificant.
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