This song gives me serious chills.
I'm watching the Cowboys, then I must do my dishes and then get ready to go out. I've been spending a lot of my time over at B's apartment. She's really helped me out a lot lately. It doesn't hurt that J lives below her. Even though he's not being cool right now... But whatevs. I've had a rough night, but things are good. Sometimes it's easy to lose sight of the bigger picture. All I wanted was someone to remind me of that, but I was left reminding myself and defending myself. Every day this year, I've realized something new. And even though it isn't always what I want to realize, I'm starting to see it come together. I need to emotionally leave C behind, because with him every step forward comes with two steps back...
Which leaves me with this... I want to live in a fairy tale. Not princesses and princes and white horses and romance; something different, though. But then I remember that they don't exist...
I'm watching the Cowboys, then I must do my dishes and then get ready to go out. I've been spending a lot of my time over at B's apartment. She's really helped me out a lot lately. It doesn't hurt that J lives below her. Even though he's not being cool right now... But whatevs. I've had a rough night, but things are good. Sometimes it's easy to lose sight of the bigger picture. All I wanted was someone to remind me of that, but I was left reminding myself and defending myself. Every day this year, I've realized something new. And even though it isn't always what I want to realize, I'm starting to see it come together. I need to emotionally leave C behind, because with him every step forward comes with two steps back...
Which leaves me with this... I want to live in a fairy tale. Not princesses and princes and white horses and romance; something different, though. But then I remember that they don't exist...
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