As I am getting the water ready for a late night relaxing bubble bath, I was feeling a little bad about my day. Per usual, I feel that C is taking me for granted. I'm not upset, just trying really hard to not let it get to me. It will always get to me, but I just want to have a healthy relationship and hide that. I have a feeling tomorrow will be a bad day for us unless I can talk to someone that'll calm me down about his last bit of inconsideration, but that's not the point.
My day has been a lot more productive than I thought. In one night, my credit card debt is virtually gone without me doing anything illegal or immoral; I studied for my Discrete test with the best possible person, my wonderful uncle; I had the best, and most meaningful, conversation I've had in a long time with the one and the same. I could list the reasons why I am so glad he came to visit, but that'd take all day. It really was the bit of encouragement I needed to get in the swing of things for my classes and my goals, etc. Also, we made a lot of math and science jokes, which lead to me laughing harder than I have in a long long time. Also, we had Chili's for dinner. So it was an all around win.
It's past midnight, but I'm going to take a bubble bath and then go run some errands. I need to go get some stuff from work, get an energy drink, go see my best friend's new car, and then watching the office until I pass out.
On another note, all it really takes for me to get everything back into perspective is to think about my dream future. What I want and what I get worked up about are two different things, so realizing that has helped me tremendously. I think C was the worst today, and despite of that, I'm in a wonderfully peaceful mood and happy. That's progress.
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