My Fault

I'm really glad my sister and I are finally home at the same time. Finally I have someone to tell my side of the story to without any preconceived judgments. So this is yet again another bad night in the love sector. Obviously things with C are getting worse so there's nothing left to do but move on. Not the whole "I never want to see you again because I hate you" move on, but the "I just have to detach myself emotionally as much as possible because I literally cannot take this anymore" move on. So there's that. Its frustrating, I'm aware. I'm glad that I have two people in my life that listen no matter what and don't make me feel like a burden because everyone knows I should have stopped this a long time ago. I know it sucks for my friends to have to put up with this, and I really appreciate those that do. 

Anyway, it's list time. After this, I need to stop making lists and get these things done. Here's a list of things I want to get done over break.

1. I want to go back and tag/label all my previous blog posts. So when I'm feeling sentimental I can look back at all things labeled with whatever. And I think it's cool.
2. I want to re do my apartment. Like hardcore clean. That's the main thing. I want to re organize it. That-a-way my whole life will be easier to reorganize. ;)
3. Read more. I got a gift card to half price books from B tonight. 
4. I want to go to more coffee shops. Yeah, soooo typical, but whatever.
5. I want more music in my life. More music definitely equals less time wallowing in old relationships out of pure sadness. Bahah.
6. Learn french. At least use my Rosetta Stone semi often. 
7. Go to Dedman more. Because not only do I get to look at attractive guys there, but... okay, not sure where I was going with that...

Okay, that's enough of the lists. Also, I am not a fan of tumblr. I mean, I want to be, but it just takes more effort than this. And finally, I think I want to be a professional Wii bowler. Because at this point in my life, that's what I'm the best at. That's right, it isn't school or friends or any aspect of my life that I feel good about- it's Wii Bowling. Oh, and we found a rabid dog outside of our house tonight. It was vicious and that's pretty much it.


Now I'm anxious for Santa and not so pissed off. Thank you blogspot.


Love Always.