Miscellaneous

I haven't posted in a while, but there's a reason for that. Lately, I haven't been on the track that I want in my life. Several things that I really identified myself with have been taken away, and I'm kind of trying to pick up the pieces of everything. So I'm going to just briefly vent about a few things. Because that's what this is nowadays.


--C has seriously gone out of his way to help me in any way possible lately. Its a little surreal how good things have been. Minus one alcohol induced incident, no speed bumps have ensued. But I guess there aren't speed bumps where there's no relationship. Anyway, point of it is that he's legitimately been the one constant that keeps me sane. Last night we walked to the amazing Christmas lights on campus after a day that couldn't have possibly better. And its just been the little things that he's done to really show me that I'm incredibly lucky. But at the same time, why does this make me so sad? Or maybe I'm sad when I'm rounding out the weekend alone pulling an all nighter studying for a final. 

--I saw H at the cafeteria in pajama pants the other day. He was talking excessively loud about something annoying. This is nothing new. So I'm not real excited that we have an 8am exam in the morning together. Maybe he'll sleep through it. Oh god, I don't want to know what 8am H is like, I can barely handle being in the same lecture hall as him during normal hours.

--Why is 8am so ungodly to college students? This is the time that high school started. Now, there has to be some serious incentive for me to get out of bed by then. Like cuddling or a movie. Wow, two things that don't have anything to do with going to class. Ah, my life.

Love Always.